POWER.
The Apostle Paul reconised this power in the resurrection of Jesus from the dead, that he was also seeking in his own life to die that physical death that he might to be resurrected.
Today many Christians are being murdered and martyred across our world, not only by Muslim fanatics, but Hindus and Communists. Others are dying because of severe persecution, they are giving up to suicide to get out of no longer being able to cope.
We have a wonderful and mercyful loving God, our Father who knows the motives of all of humanity and He sees everything all the time. We should not be quick to pass judgement on people who have mental breakdown and stress, that leads to suicide.
Philippians 3:10-11, 1 Peter 1:3.
Ask me and I will tell you! 