Resurrection power?
I think over time many of us do forget what has been promised and given to us from the rising of Jesus from dead on the third day!
But that power of freedom is still there and we also have the promises of the Ascension and also the pouring out of the Holy Spirit in our lives?
Many things in our lives get in the way, like mines in the waters or stumbling blocks on the land, they hold us up, delay us from following, and we get tired some of us give up!
What is wrong is that we do not allow God to work in us, because we are afraid that He might in our minds think is silly to do and so that trust in the personal relationship can be lost?
Psalm 105:3-4, Proverbs 23:17-18, Hebrews 6:19.
Ask me and I will tell you! 